You thought you knew

Ok so I have already decided where to go for further studies, which is Inti International University college at Nilai,near KL. It is more of a ulu & suburb area rather than the lively capital of Malaysia. Will be doing Bachelor in International Business from University of Hertfordshire UK. I pray hard that the papers are not as difficult, am aiming for 1st class honours(Fingers Crossed).

And well I have like a week more to go till officially back to student life again!

I am blessed.

I fucking hate this job.

Im not sure whether it is THIS job which I actually hated or is it me who just can't accept what shit Ive gotten since I joined the company. It can't possibly be me right. Yes its the fucking job.

Oh fuck just thinking that I'll have to stay for another 17 days in this company just gets me into depression.

KL trip was pretty tiring.. Im the one driving for most of the journey while the boys were all looking at maps to find out our exact location. Nilai University courses (Linked to Oxford Brookes UK) were ok to me, but not the campus & hostel. Kinda sucks, really. Its really hard imagining myself staying there for my university life.

Inti University were much better. Linked to University of Hertforshire, UK. Accomodation were much much better (with a toilet in the room. No sharing of bathroom yea!) But my parents would still prefer Sunway or Taylors education as they think these uni can provide higher education than the first two (the latters are much more expensive, to be precise).

There were other choices available other than taking the UK 3+0 degrees. I can chose to go for the australia transfer degree program which will then stay for 0.5yr in Malaysia and another 1.5 yrs in australia. This does sound attractive but it will cost a bomb to my parents bank account.

Marketing/Management/Internation Business?

Less than a month to make a decision.. How?

Is it you who is being insensitive or is it just me who is over sensitive?

Sometimes.. I think I over demanded at times. I guess my expectation became higher and higher over time and maybe its hard for you to catch up with me.

I hate what I am feeling right now.

I don't know what I want.

And you don't know what I want either.

Nobody knows.

I hate being 23.

I love being home.

Thursday: Went Malacca with college friends. Nice place.

Friday: Charmaine's Birthday celebration - steamboat dinner.

Saturday: Clubhouse at Mount Austin. Seafood dinner at Megah Ria.

I cannot believe how much I've spent on dining alone for the past few days! Please let me get fat please.

One more month to go before leaving my current job.. wanted to leave earlier but considering the money.. plus two public holidays. Better work till end of dec.

Happy sunday everyone.

Happy 10 Years Anniversary!!!

- Throughout all these years you guys were always there for me even though we are countries apart, and I cannot express how much I love you all - MUACKS

Well Im still updating after 6 entries. Good job to me for keeping this blog up.

And I just realise I have absolutely nothing to blog about. My life isn't as interesting as it seems.

Blogging about daily stuffs like ya I woke up ate something went to this that place chill out and sleep. Isn't it just plain boring? Just to remind yourself of what you did every single day. Im not trying to accuse people of people being boring but it does seem meaningless to me. For me blogging is for jotting down certain meaningful and memorable day or sudden thoughts that came to your mind to allow yourself to remember it from your blog 10 years down the road.

I think Im just a bitch.

I have a major problem trusting people now. I don't blame him for making me who I am today and to tell the truth, I become stronger than ever. Life is way too short to be speculating or to be insecure, and I’m just gonna take things as they come.

Its a gloomy thursday.. I hope its only the weather.

Been so long since I made lots of purchases.You know how shopping is the best therapy for girls. La Senza, Esprit & Toy'r'us. Even though most of stuffs I bought is for others but even so.. Its worth every single penny.

It is indeed a busy november. There are so many birthday parties to attend and the biggest event of all.. THE ANIMALS 10YRS ANNIVERSARY! I guess this week will be hell of a weekend.

My birthday is around the corner.. which means Im getting older & older.. well 23 is a nice age isn't it?

Still deciding over Australia or UK universities.. tough choice. Although I do prefer UK over Aussie but considering pounds over ringgit malaysia, its really hard to make decision on whatever you like best eh?